Not breathing.....can't remember who to call.

Mornings are not going well at all. I am the worst at this. I can't seem to get through one of them without freaking out on the kids. This should be an easier schedule but I am not seeming to get the hang of it this year. I have set a short term goal. Get through tomorrow morning. Remember that this IS what I want to be doing. And that I do want grandchildren someday, and if I continue to make this look so miserable then not even one of my kids will want their own someday. Then the plan will be foiled. So, tomorrow, I will wake up on time. I will get dressed. I will not yell, I will get the kids going and smile about it. I will be patient. I will remember to feed them. I will brush my teeth before I breath fire. I will be nice, I am the mother, and unfortunately I have used all my time-outs on myself already this week. I wish I were grounded.