My Brain is on Vacation!

I don't really want to admit the facts so I will just say that I am on Break, on Vacation, in Time Out...one of these excuses works, ....right. I just don't have it in me to think a thought, and put into words life right now. I can't sleep, don't really find eating interesting....and am useless while I recover from the surgery....besides being a bit under the weather mentally; well, maybe more than a bit. Anyhow....we are still here. The kids are loving me being in recovery. They get away with so much,... like for instance....the boys, who at 6 pm tonight were still at the neighbors house playing the Wii. Also where they got fed lunch and dinner. Did I know they were missing? No. I was drifting in and out of sleep. My first clue was when the dog needed to go out and I could smell TAG from the kitchen ....when I asked Clarissa where that smell was coming from she announced that Jeremy had drown himself in it prior to going to Bekah and Sarah's house. They were there for about 7 hours! Sorry Eve. And then Gavin...who caught a ride to the Canyons....when Brian got home from work I asked him, hey, where is Gavin? He didn't know....why didn't I know....I have been the one home all day. I said, I think he went snowboarding...but here it was dinnertime. Brian said, he is eating dinner. I say, where. Brian says, I don't know, whereever you let him go today. [He called and asked if he could stay for dinner.] That much Brian knew. Oh my. It is good that I don't have to do this recovery thing often. Lucky for me everyone is now home and safely tucked away...and me. Not able to sleep. Why would I be able to ....I have been sleeping all day.