feelings...nothing more than feelings

Feelings, what a word. I love words. I like writing reviews on words. So I decided to write on feelings. Because I have so many of them. I was reading in a magazine Wednesday while waiting in the doctors office to have stitches out and to hear the GOOD NEWS of no cancers, YEAH, and WHEW. And I had this flood of FEELINGS come over me. Feelings of Gratitude--- capitol necessary--- and feelings of HAPPY --- ALL CAPS NECESSARY. Because I am feeling happier than I have in a long time. Yes, maybe it is a medically induced happiness, but never the less, it is happy. And I realized how much control I have over my feelings.

I can feel jealous, I can feel attitude, I can feel indifferent, I can feel hope, and irritation, and insignificant, and top of the world, and amazing, and ridiculous laughing at myself and rolling in pleasure, all these feelings, at the drop of a second. And it all has to do with my id; My personal inner desire to feel something. But what I am most thankful for is that I CAN FEEL. I can have feelings, and whether easy or difficult, I FEEL SOMETHING. That is more important than the actual feeling.

So, today I am so thankful to have feelings. I am thankful to be mellowing out. And I am happy to have so many amazing people to share these FEELINGS with.

Thanks for reading, and for being a part of why I am feeling the way that I am.