please forgive me

jakes video :')

i saw you from across the room

our eyes met

i saw a smile

and i knew i should try

a cold wind blew

i wanted you

but i was shy

in the end i looked at you

time passed

and the moment was gone

how can i expect you to want me

if i'm too shy to try

...when i was a kid...

i was hurt by someone

i started drinking, i started smoking

i was a bum

i played my guitar

i read books

i layed in the sun

ya, now i can play

but those days are gone

how did i expect to be anything

if i never even tried

never thought that the day would come

that i would have to deal with the pain within

and through my selfishness

i never took time to do those things

but ma,

i wanted to

resolve the issues

i planned to come home

but i didn't

time passed

and now you're gone

how did i expect you to forgive me

if i never even tried

all i wanna say is

i forgive you

i hope you forgive me too

[written by Jake]

...played on my dusty old guitar :(

i miss you brother