Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Happy Teen Pre-Birthday Clarissa


Clarissa is turning 13 on the 26th.
She is a darling girl.
Beautiful from the inside out.
Always working hard to succeed.
And always helping me...with EVERYTHING.

For her birthday I wanted to spend a day
doing fun girl things together...


On her birthday
we are heading
to Arizona for Cecilias Birth DAY
...YEAH.

We need new toes....



...first stop Pedicures...
The whole treatment PLEASE!!!

...typical teenager...


Hot Paraffin Wax...yikes!!!





NEXT STOP...Olive Garden!
Enjoying her toes!

"Pretty Flower"

Happy Birthday Olive Garden Style
Great payback for Labor and Delivery!!!!


...worth the embarrassment for the chocolate...
We spent the remainder of the day shopping...most in Barns and Noble....books, books, journals, and more books.....
Like Mother, Like Daughter.

Happy Birthday
my sweet Clarissa!!!


---the end

...and On to New Beginnings!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Happy Holidays ♥

The top of the tree,
after 23 strands of lights
meticulously wrapped,
I gave up....


Some Holiday adventures...
Skiing is always the top of Gavin's list,

...and visits to loved ones is the greatest part of the season.

Learning how to make Grandpas special airplanes.

"He knows how because he flew them in the war!"
[quote is from jeremy]

Helping with the tree.

A sleepover in the front room.

eye i spy with my little eye...
clarissa, sam and jeremy



We took the kids to the Gateway for Monday Night...
they were filled with delight at the big Christmas tree.


Brian took the boys to
D. Grant Ltd.
to pick a tie.

Gavin was a bit shocked at the
$1700
Suits and
750$ shoes.

He got a tie.


Clarissa had a fitting at Victoria Secrets.

When Brian brought the boys in to pay....

the look of shock on their faces was the
greatest blush of the season.


Gavin said
"Just concentrate on Mom's face."

Sam said
"Start singing hymns Jeremy."



Soon enough Brian was pushing/escorting
Sam and Jeremy to the register.

Jeremy had his fists over his eyes,
Sam had his face buried in flat hands.

The ladies in the store were grinning from
ear to ear
looking at the boys embarrassment.

To Gavin I said....
"Have a look."

He replied,

"I am focusing on you mom....all I see is you."

What great boys!

And finally, Clarissa has some
unmentionables that FIT.

A task in itself for anyone

with a teenage daughter.
[If you have ever had one, you know what I mean!]



...just a taste of our Christmas preparations and pleasures.

...hoping you and yours are enjoying the holidays!

the NAUGHTY list

Oh how I have loved this years Santa Letters.

Quotes from the following have brought me great smiles, or maybe I am smirking....hehehe.

Dear Santa...

Thank you for every present you have given me in the past. I am deeply sorry if I almost made the notty list but PLEASE don't give me coal. I am TOO young.

Thx. Good Luck. Love, Clarissa


Dear Santa...

Thanks for all you do!

I am sorry if I was bad this year. If there is something I can do to make it so I don't get coal I will do it.

Thank you, Sam


Dear Santa...

Thank you for what you do. I would like new Church Clothes and a Action Figure guy. Thank you! Jeremy



Gavin verbally wished for Peace, Hope, Happiness....he didn't need to write a list because Santa reads his mind. [ummmm, okay???]


The lists were written and mailed weeks ago. The kids have been being really good, and more helpful than usual. I guess the naughty list scare is working wonders for us. Interesting though because they didn't get the idea they were on it from me. Must be some confused internal guide....they are such good kids!~!!!


So... the boys were cleaning their room last week and I praised them for a job well done.

Jeremy turned to me and told me that he was cleaning it for the Hampsters.

I said, "WHAT HAMPSTERS???????
You didn't tell Santa you wanted a Hampster."


Sam replied to me,
"Nope, we PRAYED to Jesus for them."


GREAT!!!!




Merry Christmas everyone! Hopefully a few more updates of our activities will be blogged.....seriously sad when living life prevents you from blogging it!!!


As for Christmas letters and cards????...
I am looking to sending on Valentine Greetings! [...and Gavin is hoping I will send them earlier in January as Season Greetings....I guess Valentines are NOT so cool to send his friends families....we will see.

In the meantime... love to you all and hoping that you have a wonderful season. Thanks for all your great love and support throughout the year.

We are so blessed to have
and know you all!




the process of remodeling

the yucky old...




like father, like son



life lesson #33:
Things have to get worse before they get better...

Once there was a SNOWMAN.....







Clarissa and Gavin both helped paint.
...GREAT WORKERS!



...at least someone gets to take cat naps ♥


Thought I had pictures of our room....
This will certainly do. LOVE THEM!!!

...see jeremy...he was HIDING on purpose...
"you take TOO many pictures Mom"



rock a bye babies...




the HALLWAY!


the BATHROOM!


Peace...Hope....Happy!


ahhhh, a beautiful rendition

Those of you who know us well enough know that we don't do anything on credit....time or money credit. Everything is well planned and waited upon until the timing is right. I can't say that living with my bathroom for 17 years has been the best decision, but it served its purpose and I loved having a bathroom.

Heavens, I could have had to use a hose and an outhouse....so a bathroom with fixtures from the 1930's worked fine for me. I think the ceiling was put in in the 70's....so it had some updates.

When Brian and I bought the home 16 years ago we painted, and once since we replaced the wallpaper. It has been cleaned, new towels have been bought....we were doing great with what we had.

I walked past carpet at Costco a few weeks ago and doing so Brian saw the want in my eyes. I don't usually want for anything, but this time....I guess he thought I really WANTED it. It started a snowball effect of remodeling.

When we first moved into our home I expressed that I wanted the hallway painted. I wanted a clean fresh room to sit and nurse my babies. It was the LAST room we painted.....and we painted it last week.

My kids are 15, 13, 10 and 8....and while I wont be nursing any of them, they will each be taking turns letting me rock them in our fresh clean hallway.

The past few weeks have been full of painting, cleaning, new carpet, remodeling, FINALS for me, and Christmas preparation....and as I took my first bubble bath in the tub Friday evening I lay there with gratitude, knowing that my life....is perfect.....for me.

My trials are perfect,
my pains are perfect,
my past is perfect,
my present is perfect....


And while none of these things have any element of perfection.....they fit me just right. They may not be the size I wish they were, ....who wouldn't want to be a PERFECT 2.....however, they are just right for me, cozy, pleasant, fitting.

I have been asked for pictures.....i will [hopefully today] post a few of the stages of remodeling. This physical remodel can in no way represent the spiritual, mental and emotional remodeling that I have been doing, but the beauty and peace that has come from the remodeling of our home, has also been present within me.

I approach this season with feelings of Peace, of Happiness, of Love, of being Content.

Happy Holidays everyone....wishing you all these and more in your own personal lives. We love you ♥

Monday, December 14, 2009

Hardley Anything

Talking to my Grandfather this evening and asking about his day...he asked about mine.

We talked about something he needed,
"what about tomorrow?" he asked.

...I told him
"No problem tomorrow.
I have hardly anything to take care of tomorrow."

"What is hardly anything?" he asked.

I checked my calendar....

"Well..."

To Do TOMORROW:

Sister Johnson is coming to visit teach
I am painting the bathroom
Deliver the gifts to the Christmas Box House
Pick up Sub for Santa lists
Pay for the boys Ski and Snowboard camps
Sam has Auditions for the school play after school
...then he runs to the Christmas Program practice
[he is playing his trumpet
at the Rest Home Wednesday evening]

Gavin and Sam to Basketball practice
Clarissa to Parent ELP Poetry night...

He said, "That's nothing."

I said, "Compared to today....Y E S !"

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

The past is the past....


Contemplating all that has come to pass
I am smiling at a hundred different things,

for a thousand reasons...

Moving forward feels
wonderful wonderful.

May you all enjoy
the days of December;

the Holiday sights,
sounds,
smells.

The feeling of Christmas
in your heart,
in your mind,
in your hands.

And may you find moments
to play with your loved ones.

...hug them,
love them,
laugh with them,
and live.

...for the moment
is most precious in time.

Friday, November 27, 2009

thankful


When I begin to count my blessings for the past year one specific comes to mind.
Family....immediate and extended, ward and friends.


Thanksgiving was a day of enjoying some of our extended family, and pondering on those who we are far from yet dear to our hearts. It was a beautiful day of food, friendship, fun and FOOTBALL....[as you can see from the grass/mud stains on all our knees].

What a wonderful year of growth and experiences we have had. We are thankful for many blessings, and many trials which have brought us closer to one another, and closer to our Heavenly Father, who as promised never lets us fail. We fall, but with Him, we do not fail.

We are thankful for health and strength, for spiritual guidance, for faith, for our earthly comforts of home and food and provision through Brian's hard work and employment.

We are thankful for education and recreation which keeps us actively engaged in good things.

We are thankful for eternal families and for knowledge that we will be with those we love again someday. We are thankful for forgiveness and love and laughter....

We are thankful for the good word that helps us to have happiness through good decisions.

We are thankful for awesome family and friends, many of whom we have been able to see, both near and far, during the year.

We are thankful for this beautiful earth which testifies to us that there is something more to life beyond today. We are thankful for family night, and family dinners.

We are thankful for the protection our soldiers so willingly sacrifice to offer us.

We are thankful for good music,...and fun music [some I don't find so g-o-o-d! but the kids enjoy].

We are thankful for Football season, Basketball season....Soccer, and Survivor!!!

We are thankful for you.
We love Y O U!


Thank you for sharing our lives,
for your sweet thoughts
that show you care
and love us too.

Happy Thanksgiving! ♥

Sunday, November 22, 2009

The things that bring me peace....

Grieving is a hard stage.

Whether you are grieving the loss of a person
or the person you have lost.

Grieving the distance of loved ones,
or a loved one who remains distant.

Whether you are grieving the loss of a child,
or a childhood that was lost.


There are moments ministered that will bring certain peace....here are a few of my favorite peaceful things....



...may you find peace in your moments
or moments of peace
this week. ♥

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Be of Good Cheer!

Be of good cheer. The future is as bright as your faith.


Be of Good Cheer

President Thomas S. Monson


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My dear brothers and sisters, I express my love to you. I am humbled by the responsibility to address you, and yet I am grateful for the opportunity to do so.

Since last we met together in a general conference six months ago, there have been continuing signs that circumstances in the world aren’t necessarily as we would wish. The global economy, which six months ago appeared to be sagging, seems to have taken a nosedive, and for many weeks now the financial outlook has been somewhat grim. In addition, the moral footings of society continue to slip, while those who attempt to safeguard those footings are often ridiculed and, at times, picketed and persecuted. Wars, natural disasters, and personal misfortunes continue to occur.

......I have been pondering a great deal today. This is the lesson that we will be studying from in our church Relief Society tomorrow. I have studied it knowing there is always a chance that I have to teach....with illness and circumstances I am better off prepared for I have taught many many times this year with no preparation. The Lord is with and dear sisters always contribute to beautiful learning and spirit, but standing without a recollection of said material....never my favorite.


This is a BEAUTIFUL message, as those of you who heard it before will recall. I am posting this last story mainly for my own remembrance. Whatever point of struggle, pain, trial, loneliness in a crowd feelings that I may be experiencing I do know that He is there to succor and to strengthen and to lift me in my burdens. I think the initial statement "the future is as bright as your Faith" stresses to me that my action of Faith is really what I need to work on. In whatever dark pathway I find myself, in whatever ailment, loneliness, struggle and grief....Faith is the solution, the remedy, the solace.


President Monson:

My brothers and sisters, each of us has that light in his or her life. We are not left to walk alone, no matter how dark our pathway.

I love the words penned by M. Louise Haskins:

And I said to the man who stood at the gate of the year:
“Give me a light, that I may tread safely into the unknown!”
And he replied:
“Go out into the darkness and put your hand into the Hand of God.
That shall be to you better than [a] light and safer than a known way.”

The setting for my final example of one who persevered and ultimately prevailed, despite overwhelmingly difficult circumstances, begins in East Prussia following World War II.

In about March 1946, less than a year after the end of the war, Ezra Taft Benson, then a member of the Quorum of the Twelve, accompanied by Frederick W. Babbel, was assigned a special postwar tour of Europe for the express purpose of meeting with the Saints, assessing their needs, and providing assistance to them. Elder Benson and Brother Babbel later recounted, from a testimony they heard, the experience of a Church member who found herself in an area no longer controlled by the government under which she had resided.

She and her husband had lived an idyllic life in East Prussia. Then had come the second great world war within their lifetimes. Her beloved young husband was killed during the final days of the frightful battles in their homeland, leaving her alone to care for their four children.

The occupying forces determined that the Germans in East Prussia must go to Western Germany to seek a new home. The woman was German, and so it was necessary for her to go. The journey was over a thousand miles (1,600 km), and she had no way to accomplish it but on foot. She was allowed to take only such bare necessities as she could load into her small wooden-wheeled wagon. Besides her children and these meager possessions, she took with her a strong faith in God and in the gospel as revealed to the latter-day prophet Joseph Smith.

She and the children began the journey in late summer. Having neither food nor money among her few possessions, she was forced to gather a daily subsistence from the fields and forests along the way. She was constantly faced with dangers from panic-stricken refugees and plundering troops.

As the days turned into weeks and the weeks to months, the temperatures dropped below freezing. Each day, she stumbled over the frozen ground, her smallest child—a baby—in her arms. Her three other children struggled along behind her, with the oldest—seven years old—pulling the tiny wooden wagon containing their belongings. Ragged and torn burlap was wrapped around their feet, providing the only protection for them, since their shoes had long since disintegrated. Their thin, tattered jackets covered their thin, tattered clothing, providing their only protection against the cold.

Soon the snows came, and the days and nights became a nightmare. In the evenings she and the children would try to find some kind of shelter—a barn or a shed—and would huddle together for warmth, with a few thin blankets from the wagon on top of them.

She constantly struggled to force from her mind overwhelming fears that they would perish before reaching their destination.

And then one morning the unthinkable happened. As she awakened, she felt a chill in her heart. The tiny form of her three-year-old daughter was cold and still, and she realized that death had claimed the child. Though overwhelmed with grief, she knew that she must take the other children and travel on. First, however, she used the only implement she had—a tablespoon—to dig a grave in the frozen ground for her tiny, precious child.

Death, however, was to be her companion again and again on the journey. Her seven-year-old son died, either from starvation or from freezing or both. Again her only shovel was the tablespoon, and again she dug hour after hour to lay his mortal remains gently into the earth. Next, her five-year-old son died, and again she used her tablespoon as a shovel.

Her despair was all consuming. She had only her tiny baby daughter left, and the poor thing was failing. Finally, as she was reaching the end of her journey, the baby died in her arms. The spoon was gone now, so hour after hour she dug a grave in the frozen earth with her bare fingers. Her grief became unbearable. How could she possibly be kneeling in the snow at the graveside of her last child? She had lost her husband and all her children. She had given up her earthly goods, her home, and even her homeland.

In this moment of overwhelming sorrow and complete bewilderment, she felt her heart would literally break. In despair she contemplated how she might end her own life, as so many of her fellow countrymen were doing. How easy it would be to jump off a nearby bridge, she thought, or to throw herself in front of an oncoming train.

And then, as these thoughts assailed her, something within her said, “Get down on your knees and pray.” She ignored the prompting until she could resist it no longer. She knelt and prayed more fervently than she had in her entire life:

“Dear Heavenly Father, I do not know how I can go on. I have nothing left—except my faith in Thee. I feel, Father, amidst the desolation of my soul, an overwhelming gratitude for the atoning sacrifice of Thy Son, Jesus Christ. I cannot express adequately my love for Him. I know that because He suffered and died, I shall live again with my family; that because He broke the chains of death, I shall see my children again and will have the joy of raising them. Though I do not at this moment wish to live, I will do so, that we may be reunited as a family and return—together—to Thee.”

When she finally reached her destination of Karlsruhe, Germany, she was emaciated. Brother Babbel said that her face was a purple-gray, her eyes red and swollen, her joints protruding. She was literally in the advanced stages of starvation. In a Church meeting shortly thereafter, she bore a glorious testimony, stating that of all the ailing people in her saddened land, she was one of the happiest because she knew that God lived, that Jesus is the Christ, and that He died and was resurrected so that we might live again. She testified that she knew if she continued faithful and true to the end, she would be reunited with those she had lost and would be saved in the celestial kingdom of God.8

From the holy scriptures we read, “Behold, the righteous, the saints of the Holy One of Israel, they who have believed in [Him], they who have endured the crosses of the world, . . . they shall inherit the kingdom of God, . . . and their joy shall be full forever.”9

I testify to you that our promised blessings are beyond measure.


Though the storm clouds may gather, though the rains may pour down upon us, our knowledge of the gospel and our love of our Heavenly Father and of our Savior will comfort and sustain us and bring joy to our hearts as we walk uprightly and keep the commandments.

There will be nothing in this world that can defeat us.

The LDS Daily WOOL - Perfect Balance

“So much energy is wasted in feelings of hatred and revenge,

but when we can seek to set things right cheerfully,

‘we stand still, with the utmost assurance,

to see the salvation of God,

and for his arm to be revealed’ (D&C 123:17).


When we harbor mean-spirited feelings of retribution, we are on the devil's turf; but when we seek redress cheerfully, the Lord is on our side.”

- Spencer J. Condie, “In Perfect Balance,” p. 168





I think the first virtue is to
restrain the tongue;
he approaches

nearest to gods who knows how to be
silent in anger,
even though he is in the

right.
- Cato the Elder (234BC - 149BC)

my happiness!

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